another poem to my friends

I miss you friends. now when I feel sad, I have no one to share so I just can cry. when I feel lonely, I don't have you like yesterday, so I only can sad. now when I miss you I don't have any Idea to do anything, I can only hope that god gave me another chance to be with you guys, seriously I need you friends. now on you had another friends to share, so I just can let you go. I never want to go away from you, but I feel jealous when you were with him & them. let me hurt than I must made you sad. so I hope this text will made you understand why I'm change into different person. I just wanted we can laugh together, hanging out somewhere together without anyone bothering us. there's only us, and we spend our time together like we used to do in 8 grade. I feels sorry to you. but this is me. I never can't tell my mind if it will make you hurt. so I just can keep it and share it to anyone who I trust. Let's change into the who we used to be so the problem will cleaned soon. I'll see you back my bestfriend.we used to spent time and laughing together and now we seperate our way. now on you had another people to fill your days with a smile. sorry I can't give it to you anymore. because i don't have any idea to make you laughing like yesterday but they can do that. they replaced my place in your heart although you said that I'm still your bestfriend, in fact it doesn't true sorry I'm out.